Thursday

I got my HCG shot last night - I am so excited to be on the HCG craze, even if it only lasted for one shot!! haha!! Can I tell you that I had a break down last night. ME, break down - never! But I did. I cried. I am scared! Terrified!! What if we have done all of this and it doesn't work? What if I am a terrible Mother and my kids hate me! And What if I bring a baby into the world and I can't support it or protect it from everything out there??? HUH!?!??! I know - everything will be fine and I am just going thru the cycle of emotions. I know I will be a good Mom, I know I can't protect this child from everything, and I know that this whole process we have started will work.

Tomorrow morning - 7am at the U of U. Blah. If you know me, I HATE mornings and I know I am not going to sleep a wink. But I am going to be sleeping good when they knock me out - oh the dreams I am going to have!! I will keep you posted. Be patient with me - it might not be tomorrow or Friday. I will have my cell phone & email if anyone needs to get a hold of me. Don't be offended if I don't respond right away!!

Yippee!!! (Did a little twirl!)